It's evening and I am feeling a little better, although not much. It gets tiring trying to pretend to be happy. Right now I am just in a place where I don't want anything except for the world to stop. Whatever that means. I have just felt so disconnected from everything and everybody for a long time. And that feeling just seems to be getting more pronounced. I realize that the emotional disconnect is tied into the physical disconnect from the world I have. But I don't know how to bridge the gap.
Another song that has been in my head a lot lately for some reason. Slightly happier than the one I posted this morning.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
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Love the music you pst, happy or sad, tells me a lot about how you are doing. I have discovered recently just how easy it is for the "disconnect" to happy. Don't have an answer but really do understand at least to a certain level.
ReplyDeleteSending you a cyber hug. Wish I was there to give it to you myself.
B~
Love the add on of the popsicle picture.
ReplyDeleteI love this song! I never heard it before. Thanks
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