Self hosted pity party

So I didn't think it was possible for me to become less physically able and more dependent on others than I already am but apparently being semi-blinded, even if temporarily, has done just that. I can't do much of anything right now and am breaking the ban on my laptop because I am going to go absolutely crazy very soon. I am not regretting the surgery. I was told the first week of recovery might be very difficult. And that is proving true. While my vision has been fluctuating a lot in my left eye I know gotten at least some idea of what it will be like when it all heals up. So this was still a good decision. But I am not a real happy person right now I have to admit. I am pretty frustrated.

Before I forget thank you for the well wishes on here and by email since my surgery. I don't know that I thanked people yet. I am behind on my email but that is the story of my life it seems.

I am going to get rid of the character recognition thing. I apologize as I know it is a real pain in the ass for those who don't have fully functioning hands. Well I think its probably even a pain for those who do. I personally loathe character recognition on any website. I thought I had gotten rid of it a few weeks ago but I guess I didn't do it properly. Sorry about that everybody :(

off topic to assuage my self pity I am having a slaw dog from tubby dog for dinner even though I am not that hungry. It's totally unhealthy and messy but its comfort food.